Denial

I keep living in some type of denial …for a while now. Confronting my own reality and facing the problems…

Chciałabym… – I would like…

Chciałabym nic nie musieć. Po prostu sobie być. Lewitować między gwiazdami. Gdzieś pośrodku Wielkiego Wozu, Na przykład. *** Po prostu…

Crazy

I always knew there was something wrong With me Now I know it for sure I am crazy I read…

40 now!

Okay, so it is official! I am turning 40 today! What did I achieve during these 40 years of life?…

Wounds

I take your broken life And I try to heal it I believe I can With my love, with my…

Fixing

Have you ever had something like that? You tried and wanted to fix something so much, you wanted it to…

Feelings

I am filled with feelings I can’t express I am feeling tricked by life Over and over again *** Right…

Babi <3

Today is my boy’s 6th birthday. It seems, at the same time, a moment and ages ago – when I…

My Scarlett

But I will be like Scarlett O’Hara: After all tomorrow is another day!

Emil

There was this boy. His name was Emil. He was 13 when we met for the first time. He had…

Quiet

When outside is so quiet The storm on the inside seems even louder…

#Me Too

This won’t be an easy topic. Like many others  I am touching on my blog. I would like to write…

Like a Turtle

Feeling this strange melancholy these days. Thinking too much. Feeling too much. Why can’t I just hide in a shell…

Sky – Niebo

I looked at the sky And I saw a cloud shaped like a lollypop Or a rattle… Thought of You,…

Faith – Wiara

My little niece is in the hospital, it will be a week soon since she got there. For five days…

My Fight

Day is rising But I am still down Some days I just do not feel like getting up At all…

1979 – 2019

One year I was born One year I went to school One year I was not a student anymore One…

Grandma – Babcia

One year ago, I wrote a text about my grandmother. I did it on 20th December, in Stavanger, Norway. That…

Calm

Fire is on With soft music in the background *** Days are short Nights are long *** Darkest time of…

Motherhood

You are not me. You came from me. But you are not me. I look at you through the prism…

Homeland – Ojczyzna

My country did not exist on European map for 123 years! In 1795, after long and painful process of partitioning,…